Monday, June 06, 2005
out with jean for lunch today.
same place,same meal, same place after lunch.
receive her text before that.
heart sank right down.
every word she send,
was like she sending me millions of knife
stabbing my heart.
just like she's throwing all the knife she had at me.
hurt.pain.lost.
you set things down just like that.
why didn you consult me?
why didn you ask why things are like this.
you seem to be standing im my shoes.
but in fact you didn.
whats deep inside me is not like what you think it is.
i wanted to make you understand.
but.....
you walked away.
you didn allow me to explain.
you went off just like that.
leaving me alone there.
looking at ur back.
going further.......
i gave up waiting for ur return.
i walked away too....
hopefully you are able to catch up with me...
{/8:40 PM}
count on it .